Well again I have nothing to do right now so again I have decided to write something else over here.
To start with let me tell you I have been blessed to have an extraordinary support of my family and friends who have helped me on every voyage I call a LIFE. These peoples deserve deep thanks and real appreciation and so I express all my gratitude to each and every one of them for assisting me as I walk the path of my personal mission.
Well till now in my 21 years I have experienced many setbacks but along this journey through my days and yet each stumbling block has eventually presented a stepping stone that has brought me closer to my heart’s truth.
I wondered why my life wasn’t working and what deep changes needed to be made to get me on the track. I looked at the core beliefs and I committed myself to cleaning up the less than healthy ones. Well I am a kind of very lazy and a zero maintenance kind of girl and I really didn’t enjoy course books that much but I cherished my collection of books. Thanks to Tarun and Shashank who taught me to love books. I have learned that the buying of more books than one can read is nothing less than the soul reaching towards infinity and this passion is the only thing that raises me above something that perish.
hmmm...You must be wondering that why priyanka is sounding so spiritual or something really very serious like that but this is nothing more than a stupid mood swing as a result you are going to bear my philosophies and strategies from now onwards in my second blog. I don’t mean to sound too mystical, but thats the way I feel.
Thanks to orkut..:)
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
Believe me there are no coincidences ever- its just like everything happens for a reason. Let me elaborate like if you are going to add a particular person in your messenger list then I can bet for sure that this person entered into your life for a reason just to teach you a single lesson .
Its all setup in a very methodical way. Ok leave it…!
Here I am going to write an incident over here due to which I am so sure that there are no coincidences in life.
NOV.2006
Well I still remember that Monday morning and I was on a delhi-jaipur highway and seriously I had never ever felt so much pain in my life till now my right hand was quivering uncontrollably and blood was spilling all over my white T-shirt. It was a Monday morning and the only thought filling my head was that " this was not a good day for me to die"….:)
As I lay motionless and suddenly I was struck by the silence of the scene. The onlookers who had gathered at the scene looked horrified and traffic had came to a complete stand still. All I could hear was leaves rustling in the trees on that beautiful highway. One of the bystanders came running over and telling me that help was on the way and not to make any movements and she grasped my hand and started praying …
I was still alive…:D
LUCKY was not a word I would have ever associated with myself but after this accident I can say that:
I was blessed to be alive….lucky me..!!
Ok but I had a knowing within me that this all happened for a reason may be that sweet doctor or may be anything else…:P
Well jokes apart …during this particular span of time I just came to my rescue and I was continuously trying to scrawl myself and I have found so many things and I personally come to know so many facts…
I have found that when I have made time for
SILENCE
SOLITUDE
STILLNESS
I came to know myself to know all the answers to our biggest questions.
(warning: look.. all these things which I am writing over here may sound lame or baseless for many of you so please stop reading this right now. I am just expressing my views towards various aspects of our lives through this space and nothing else)
PLAY THE GAME
An old proverb that says:
"I wept because I had no shoes on my feet until I saw the man without any feet"
These words always struck my heart....
Yes..when we deeply and emotionally connect to the fact that our lives are short and hours are limited then we only we can fully live our life.
Like shahrukh khan in kal ho na ho ….seriously if you had only 1 year left to live then I can bet you would live very differently than you do right now. you would make certain that
You lived without regrets…
You would take chances…
You would risk opening your heart for love ….
You would live with total passion…
Just think about this great gusto and a lovely focus on the worthy….:)
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL:
What I feel there are no good or bad events in our life its our human tendency that we rush to label it as good or bad. Everything that happens is simply an opportunity to grow and heal a part. The more you stop worrying about the way your life should turn out , the more your life will turn out just fine. don’t let the best hours of your life escape you. just write down the kind of things that makes you happy that makes you feel good. Rediscover the persons and the things that makes you laugh so hard that your stomach hurts. Do whatever makes you happy.
It has been said that when the sun shines the brightest that our shadows are the biggest. Believe me in my school days I used to be scared to give a speech in front of my school assembly but once I have started it helps me to keep my heart open and now I am somehow ok with giving presentations and damn good at fighting with professors in a seminar hall. And now I love it…
What I just did was take a risk as I have been so afraid to speak out in front of people so now I make it a point to confront my fears and I just chase my demons. So all I want to say is we should never run away from our fears; always run toward them.
It seems hard to accept that everything that happens to you is beautiful.
Ok you must be wondering how about the death of our loved ones…?? But time teaches you everything like I have learned to live alone as well or I can still remain stable without my friends as well….i hope you are getting my point that time wounded all the heals..:)
STOP BLAMING:
I can give you a pretty simple example:
Point your index finger at me-
Just do it and think more deeply that is when you have one finger pointing at me but who are the other fingers pointing towards…………………….
YOU
Yes! For every finger we point to another we have 3 pointing back at us. Please stop blaming others for everything you dislike about your life. Many of us blame our boyfriends or girlfriends or parents for un stability in our life. We blame our bosses for our distress at work, we blame our professors for making us a five pointer or a six pointer. But what I feel is blaming others is nothing more than excusing yourself.
Believe in yourself and try to be yourself.
Stay happy…:)
sayonara...:)
